[....carry on the futile battle against personal indifference. Cynically exposed to the the love and admiration of those closest to you, you still find the time to dwell unremittingly on those past failures you don't have the common sense to blame whole hearted on any of the following: any one else, bad luck, ill health, boredom. Mid life bollocks, there is no greater power, only someone with a bigger ego who is currently telling you exactly what you should be doing.
Stop listening.]
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